Aurora - if you find this, please know I have lived a life in remorse of what happened between us. I wish I had been better to you at the time - I often think how much better I could be to you today. Your spirit steered me back towards the path of righteousness, but I know now that I had to find it for myself. I am sorry I depended on you so heavily. I hope you're out there, living a life to the fullest it can be lived. If you receive this and wish to meet with me one final time, I will be waiting for you on the bluffs to the east.