Can't move no more. Don't know how it happened. Was thinking about Belle and next thing I knew I couldn't move. Did days really pass while I was caught up in my thoughts? Whole lower body's covered, and I'm too weak to break it. Can barely write this. Pa was right. Don't try to settle the Highlands. Have to be as mad as an Enfield to make it out here. Wish I hadn't broken up with Belle.